Muse on love and relationships

So I have so many feelings right now. I don't know if they are right or wrong. But at the moment I don't want to be right. I know this is a song but I think it's how I feel. I won't act on these feelings right now. I will give them to God and He will guide my steps in this situation. In His time, things will work out.

Muse on moving, school, and health

So here is an update:
We have to move because of financial problems...it is still up in the air, we don't know were we are going or when. Mom wants to move before Christmas. We ALWAYS ALWAYS move before or very close to the holidays...I don't know why.

School:
I go to college, that's how I started this blog in my computer class. This semester is extremely stressful for me. We are moving, I am a full time student with classes that are a lot more course load than I expected. There is a lot of out of class work like a mandatory 20 hour internship. I swapped an in person class for an online class and think that will help me a bit.

Health:
So it got to the point where I couldn't eat without anything getting sick. I switched to a gluten free diet a few weeks ago and so far it helped. My gastro doc said that to get a definite diagnosis I need to go back on a gluten filled diet for 2 weeks and then go for special testing. I tried to go back on a gluten diet for a day and a half starting monday evening but I got to sick to continue it, I am still recovering from what I ate. When things are a little less stressful and I might try and do the diet and go for the test in a few weeks

I will keep you updated more often.

Muse on weight lose

I started my diet on January 3rd of this year. To date (I weighed last week, weighing myself tomorrow morning), I have lost over 16 pounds! I am soo happy! I love it. My jeans are fitting better and much looser. My goal is to lost another 33 pounds by my birthday (May 25th). If I keep this up I definitely will! If you want my secret, you can comment this post. So far this is the only thing that has worked for me. I am also going to invest a healthy cookbook and start cooking soon. Looking forward to it. I will definitely do a post on that when I start it. :)

Updates!

So, I am changing my major. I want to become a social worker. I am going to look into changing my major after this semester. I am leaving for Detroit in about 2 weeks. I am staying there over spring break. Going on this really cool trip. I will be helping kids, the homeless and college students. I am going with a few friends from school and we are going to stay with a few other schools too. I am looking forward to it. I will definitely do another post when I get back all about the trip. I also have a crush on someone but I am leaving it in God's hands. If we are meant to be together I know it will happen. :) The moving situation is complicated right now and a longer story than I would like to post right now. I will update on that another time. I lost my job at Quick Check in September (I don't remember if I mentioned that before), still haven't been able to find a job since. But God has blessed me with money to pay my bills so I am relieved. I hope I find a job soon but if God needs me for other things, then I know He will guide me. It is really hard doing anything since I can't drive. I can't drive because of my eyesight. I still need to go to some doctors about it and find out for sure. We will have to see about it. That's all for now. I will go into more detail another time. Good night!